Many don't believe me when I tell them I was a really shy young man. I would just sit there quiet and never speak a word even in a big group of people or with me and just one other person in the room, you can say I was the one who made things awkward. My shyness was so bad that I would take a 'F' in a project that required you to do an oral presentation, I did all the work and research, but I just couldn't get up there to share with the class, I would be so scared. Many of you that know me now might say 'I don't believe you, I see you behind that pulpit and you don't hesitate to share what your thinking', haha, I know! I feel the same way. I know without a doubt, the strength and courage that gets me up in front of a bunch of people preaching the word comes from the Spirit God.
Although I might seem confident up there, I still face fear before I open my mouth, sometimes all the way up until I walk on stage. Some people have never had that fear to share in front of people, they will be the center of attention and really don't mind a bunch of weird faces staring at them. But, I have observed whether shy or out going, we all face the fear of sharing God's truth at some point, don't we. It could be with a co-worker, family member, or best friend. The truth of the matter is we can freeze up when we feel compelled to share the gospel with others. You see, it's not up to the pulpit preachers to share with everybody, their job is to equip the saints with God's word and be an example of it, it is for the rest of the flock to share with those the preacher can't get to.
For example, I teach youth ministry every week. I teach the youth about Christ and His good news of salvation, but to only the ones who show up to the study. There are others their age whom I can't personal get to or connect with, but they can. So it is my job to teach them and hope these young people are getting bold to share with their peers. Even that is not so easy, in fact it is real difficult to share with your peers and we can become real afraid and freeze up.
The Apostle Paul faced fear in ministry as the rest of us did when it came to sharing. We read about it in Acts 18:9-10, the Lord speaks to Paul in a vision and says, 'Do not be afraid, but speak and do not keep silent; for I am with you; and no one will attack you; for I have many people in this city'. You see, even bold Paul was afraid at times, but the encouragement from the Lord Himself is to 'speak' and 'do not keep silent'. The Lord was telling Paul that this message still needs to reach to the hearts of these lost people, don't worry about what they think or what will happen to you for 'I will be with you'. What a great promise God has spoken to many throughout history 'lo, I will be with you always, even to the end of the age'. Abraham, Moses, Joshua, and His disciples were all afraid to speak the truth at some point of their time, but the great thing is that God would never leave them hanging, He always gave them the courage they needed to speak correctly, authoritatively, and with love.
No worries saints, the Spirit of God will give you the words to share with your co-workers, family members, friends, and even peers. Be strong and courageous, the Lord your God is with you wherever you go.